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It is not Personal
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The more I open and turn towards life itself, in direct contact, medicinal, Prior, the more I understand the purpose of human life as a treatment in itself. It does not feel like a seeking anymore for answers or for liberation in life like people used to seek before or still do, but really more as a treatment running through me whole bodily so that the momentum of ancestral trauma, or karma can run through me, through us and resolve, instead of killing me, crushing me in my suffering and our collective suffering.

This momentum, and this word makes the whole difference to me, snowballs through generations and generations and rebirths through rebirth simultaneously and the one in line at a moment in history who receives the blow of the accumulated load that has gotten too heavy to handle then either dies through illness, addictions, depression, suicide or manages to get up, stand up and frees him or herself through the medicine and the treatment given by grace, strength and love and manages to resolve the momentum built up within the confluence of the ancestral lines and stops it within, ends it, lets it flow through until it is done, run its course, and transcends his or her lineage and personal condition and has the possibility to awaken to his/her true self and authentic potential of freedom. It is a natural conscious cosmic process of cleansing itself, of purification and we are the vessel for that cleanse within our species as one of life’s many purposes.

The way I feel it, this dynamic is coming to an end within me, within us, and the way I see it is happening within the collective on a global scale, and this is just so beautiful because it is beyond hope, because it is happening already and not hoping to happen. The bright awakened future is happening already and this fills me with such Love and Bliss.

So I would like to say to you being in the moment in history of your lineage, bracing that load that is just too much, too heavy to carry and is crushing you so much that you suffer or want to die, receive it as a treatment, it is the accumulated momentum hitting you over. It is not personal. But this is actually a gift, not a deception. Receive it, open up, let it run through your system, raw, painful, ecstatic, uncomfortable, until it is resolved. It happens to you because in your life time this momentum is ripe in your line, this is the ripe moment for you and your lineage to resolve, cleanse and purify and not to crush you to death with trauma and burden as you might believe it to be. See it, feel it and surrender to it instead of resisting, victimizing and suffering it.

You are being cleansed. Purified. Seize the treatment. It is fresh and rejuvenating even though it seems bitter and dreadful in the moment(um).

❤️